Ok fine. I didnt do well for hist, but so what? Supposedly more than half the class fail. Other people would say it's a tough paper but you just asked me why cant I be exceptional. You want me to be exceptional? What dreamland are you living in? I have never been exceptional and I dont think I can be. Just be happy I passed my other subjects lahh.. Even teacher say hard paper. You still want me to get superb grades. Come on and get serious can? I'm not the first or second in class . My results are bad. But wadya expect? My school standard like that what. Even so, Zul failed. Dont know bout Qingru. Even Nash studied like crazy and barely made it. I also study ok. But is it my fault my answers were not enough for the marker? I know. I reap what I sow. But can you be more positive? You always somehow always celebrate my flaws. Never my strengths. I usually go home late. Yes I know that. You wanna know why? Cause I have a hell of a time with my friends. Just now sis come home from jalan raya an hour later than the prosmised time, you only give warning. I go back just 10-15 minutes later you give warning like crazy. Is it fair? Come to think of it, I always the harsher side of things. You wanna discipline us? Can. But just be fair to everyone. Every little thing I do is wrong. I read my friend's blog and putting the sewing on hold for a while you scold. It's just sewing what.. It not as if I'm studying for exams which are like long gone.

Damn I'm really pissed.