ok life officially SUX for me...i get blamed for every single freaking thing!!! nothing is ever and i mean ever rite!!! every single freaking thing i do is wrong! this wrong that wrong. especially for my mother...nothing i do correct...i feel like my friends are my family...my school is my second home...my freaking siblings can never shut uop!!! its always them them the,m! everything wrong they do i get blamed for me.tak dapat complain.throw tantrum. ingatkan aku nie kesiankan dorang sangat ke ape? sux man them...im the ONLY per son in my family (as in my WHOLE family + relatives) are DIFFERENT from me! i' like to be alone but they all ild like hell! always play. the hope of the family! u think i wat? robot arfgh? menyampah sey... don't get whine...dont get whine...like dont have anything else to do like that sey!i use the freaking computer they complain... make my life miserable onli! UGH! double UGH!!!

i get frustarated just talkiong about it to bad i can't tell anyone about it! i tell my mum somethin g she lecture me...u think i wat JC student or wat? JC student oso dont get THAT kind of treatment!!! i feel like fleeing from this place! i dont noe anyone anymore...its as if im in a new world...a world where i don't noe anything or anyone... searching for a way...something i recognise, but nothing! i found nothing... no one...y must i be the leader? why is it so unfair? wait a minute! I NOE the answer! NOTHING'S FAIR! It's just a crappy part of life we must accept! i truly HATE the crap of life...the freaking nonsense! its just plain, well, stupid! but it seems i receive more crap then others... well that's life so better log of now!


LIFE SUX!